I love taking out my favorite dildo and getting in a very girlie girl mood, teasing my self with that cock till I am begging for it inside me. Then the deep satisfying feeling of being entered and penetrated. Feeling that cock move in and out. Feeling the overwhelming sensation of femininity, the unbelievable, delicious but sometimes humiliating sensation of an orgasm building just with the experience of cock inside me. With some very girly thoughts and a little nipple play it all leads to an almost indescribable sensation of what must be close to a feminine orgasm. All this can be achieved without touching your clitty and just with the feeling of penetration.
(Some say with the right state of mind you can come just from nipple stimulation alone, i am yet to experience this but wow, what a yummy girly feeling that must be. Nipple play is already very arousing, combined with penetration just mind blowing, but cumming from that alone? I think that is just an arousing image in itself!)
There is no ejaculation when cumming like a girl but instead a deep inside emotion of intense pleasure and a sexual relief that can make you scream out loud, biting your lip uncontrollably. It really is a short period of the most intense feeling (you do not know what to do with yourself!) all the while just losing all self control.
The amazing thing is that you can repeat this feeling over and over until you simply just can not take it anymore. Experience multiple orgasms in quick succession. I do not think you can have a more feminine sexual response then cumming from penetration alone and having multiple orgasms. Just imagine how pleasurable this must feel for a guy fucking you as you spasm around his cock, cumming hard over and over, milking him inside you until he just has to explode. WOW! I count myself very lucky that I can achieve almost female orgasms, it has pretty much replaced my entire sexuality and I have nearly reached my goal of re-programming my sexually. I have to say its both addictive and once experienced nothing compares to it!
Describing the actual experience of a female orgasm is a little bit like describing the taste of salt to someone who has never tasted salt---only much, much harder! Especially when describing what a woman's experience of orgasm must be like. All I know is from my own experience that each orgasm achieved as a sissy girl is very different, very emotional and very delicious!
There are so many factors that come into play (no pun intended) while trying to achieve the female sensation of sexual climax. Some of these factors are:
- The level of your physical arousability.
- The level of your mental/emotional and physical excitement
- The amount and quality of mental/emotional stimulation and the amount and quality of the physical stimulation you receive.
- Your level of confidence/comfort with emotional/physical surrender during this very feminine sexual activity. You need to relax, be comfortable and immerse yourself in the role of a very cute girl who surrenders to her new sexual role. This takes practise and time, but is so worth it!
You can add to this mindset by making sure you are properly attired as a girl. Shaved silky smooth, smelling sweet just like a girl. Paint your nails so they are extremely pretty. Wear the cutest girly lingerie. Apply some light make-up. Wear some very nice, super feminine high heels to brace against as you buck and grind on the instrument of your intense pleasure.
I have read alot of descriptions from Women of what it feels like for them as they climax. As I read more and more i definitely have had many of the same experiences!
Here are some of the best descriptions by women of their experience of orgasm:
"it is like that feeling when you ride a roller coaster all the way to the top and when you go over the top, that intense feeling you get in your stomach is what you feel, only it starts in your vagina and goes all the way down to your toes and back up to your head",
"It feels like a combination of having to pee followed by an intense need to scream out loud because of the pleasure and then a lot of little explosions",
"Orgasm is like someone is tickling me lightly with a feather... Softly and slowly at first... then going faster and faster...until its just right... then my whole body is tingling...then its like something just pops...like a warm water balloon bursts inside me and its all warm inside and I feel the warmth running down in trickles...like a small warm waterfall...and I feel like I just climbed up that warm waterfall...and I'm left breathless...tingly and warm...like I just got out of a hot sauna.... hot... sticky, wet and breathless.",
"For me, it feels like I'm being tickled around my waist and inner thighs, all over that area, then it builds up and I can feel it, it's like everything rushes to that area, then explodes, sending feel good sensations down my legs to my toes, up my stomach and breasts, through my arms. It even feels good when it's over...because I feel like I just finished a workout but want more, so much more, and it's like I can feel those sensations fade which is amazing.",
"It depends on the orgasm of course, sometimes I have the itty bitty little one that feels all right. Then I have the ones where my insides are on fire and it starts up my legs then goes into my groin, then it's all just a big explosion of holy **** and I close my eyes tight and see many colors and then I start tingling behind my knees and twitching. Then I remember to breathe and open my eyes. I look into my partner's eyes and say "wow".
As these shared experiences demonstrate, each female orgasm is very different. Some may come as small intense ripples of pleasure while others can come as a massive wave of overwhelming pleasure. All I know is that it is way more intense then experienced as a man. Some will go deep into your soul filling you with incredible pleasure and powerful bonding emotions to your dildo or lover. While others will just be a pleasurable release of sexual tension. But each is special, magical, yours to enjoy; alone or with someone special.
Being a sissy girl is not just about what you wear and what you look like but a whole state of mind. This includes emotionally, sexually and your personality. Above all just enjoy yourself, be free and be the sissy girl you really want to be.
I have probably mentioned this before, but if you would like to condition yourself like I have described above one of the best toys you could ever invest in is the Aneros. I am in no way affiliated with this product but WOW! The website is www.aneros.com
If anyone has not already you should definitely try the aneros:(http://www.aneros.com)
This little toy really changed my life! I bought one about 18 months ago and since having it have not cum like a boy since. It induces intense prostate and anal orgasms that after practise turn into multiple orgasms just like a real girl!
I trained my self to cum with just penetration alone with this toy then moved on to dildo's. Now I can can cum hard, hands free while riding a dildo. So now this is the only way i get any sexual relief. Its super satisfying and cumming this way is way more powerful and emotional. An extremely feminine feeling. Its strange how you can re-programme you brain this way. Now just looking at a good hard dildo or cock makes me a little horny. I know how good it feels inside. You will literally (or i do!) leak into you panties
causing you to become "wet" almost as if you are a real girl. The feeling as it first slides slowly inside is amazing.
Now the only way i cum, is in this way. Dripping into my panties, impaled on cock, screaming my lovers name. Super humiliating, emotional and very girly.
Speak soon -- love lauren x