Just want to say a big thank you to everyone that follows my blog and for your always kind comments.
It's a massive help to me on my journey to destination "cute girl!".
I know I haven't blogged much of late, this is due to massive changes to my life and body and the re-adjustment this has needed. I have been on hormones for a while now and this has made me extremely tired, emotional and the physical changes are now becoming apparent. I have totally forgotten what it was like to be a boy as i have embraced full femininity with a passion. Of course you will know this if you have read my blog!
I intend to blog about my experiences of late and how my complete sexual re-assignment is almost complete. I can not believe that, i have not cum as boy now for pushing 2 years.
In my mind, body and soul, I have completely reprogrammed myself regarding how I process pleasure, so that I will NEVER have a traditional male orgasm again > No more jerking off ever as a boy, I can't anyway as it no longer really functions that way. And that's the way I want it.
Firstly, I forced my body to learn to have anal orgasms. This was the most important part, because I wanted to fully crave my dildo – so much so that when I see it, I get seriously aroused, my mouth waters, I ache to suck it. Because sucking it means lubing it up and preparing it for my little pink pussy. When I fucked myself hard, I would eventually cum. Every. Single. Time.
How long did this process take, and is it possible? Absolutely it is possible. The length of time depends on how devoted you are to the program and process. But first you have to learn to cum from milking, then from being fucked and penetrated hard. You need to be in chastity for at least 90 days, but probably 6 months is best. This is exactly what I did.
After 6 months of not cumming, but only being milked, you would find yourself close to orgasm the moment the long shaft of the dildo slides in between your cheeks. You will be so turned on that the explosion would be unavoidable! Your first orgasm from being fucked like this, just like a girl will be absolutely life changing.
But it doesn’t stop there. Next, I wanted my body to be reprogrammed so that I can cum just by sucking cock. That’s right. A big, thick dildo in my mouth, sliding in and out, would eventually lead to orgasm. This can be acheived through behavior modification and a little bit of hypnosis, and it’s absolutely possible.
Imagine how it feels as a desperately horny slut, teased and denied for weeks, aching to have a cock in your mouth! You start to feel the orgasm well up inside you when the tip of the dildo touches your lips, and then the rest is just natural.
Anyway, getting slightly carried away as usual!
Expect plenty more, my site Sissy Social is undergoing a massive re-vamp at this time and this is taking quite alot of my attention amongst other things. Expect plenty more girly girl fun, very soon.
Just want to leave you with a picture, I love, love this Bra and Pantie set and the very cute look! I promise to post some very sexy pictures of me very soon.
I Know as I become more and more of a sissy sassy girly girl that i want to be just like her below. Sultry "come to bed eyes", gorgeous long silky hair and a cute body to die for. I want to enjoy my dildo just like her and put on a show for my man. Cute, feminine, gorgeous and built to be fucked hard like the little temptress I am becoming :)
Sometimes I do worry about this a little! My sexual preferences seem to be changing forever! Now I really do not crave pussy anymore Don't get me wrong, I still love girls. So much so that I am fast becoming one in every way. I really envy them. I want a real pussy just like them. I want a soft tight pink pussy so it can be stretched out by my man. Dildo's and gorgeous cocks filling me to the brim. In and out making me pant, wriggle and scream as I am taken. Just the thought of looking into my lovers eyes as he cums hard inside me, taking me to amazing new heights of submission. I want to become the ultimate little cute prick tease but then always let him have his way with me! It must feel amazing.
Hmmmm, so lets see, when you look at the two images below which one turns you on more?
OMG what an amazing pussy, I am seriously envious. OK well it's a mixed bag of very heady thoughts. It's lust and envy all rolled into one. I want to take serious care of that cock in every way a good girl should and just know how amazing it will feel deep inside me. It super turns me on having the fantasy of owning that pussy for real to receive his perfect manly cock. Perfect and tight, super girlie with a little landing strip. Having a little pink heart there would be a super cute n sexy touch. But a landing strip just screams sex! Just completely super girly and pretty in it's own right. My tattoos (Hello Kitty and Playboy, hey hey) would look extra amazing n feminine, just framing a sweet pussy like that. One day, one day...........
I want the full package, the gorgeous Little pussy, the female classic shape, every single characteristic that will clearly define me as a beautiful girl. So what are the most important features? Hmmmmm.
The classic hourglass Shape
An hourglass figure is a very specific physical form exhibited by girls. A serious sissy girl should aim to achieve the same. Girls with an hourglass figure have super wide hips and busts which contrast starkly with a very narrow waist, creating a silhouette which resembles an old-fashioned hourglass. The hourglass figure is often considered to be an epitome of female beauty.
In a girl with a true hourglass figure, the measurements of hips and bust are essentially the same, and the waist measurement is equal to less than 75% of either the hip or bust measurement. The result is a very curvy figure, (hmm!) which emphasizes broad hips and large breasts. The hourglass figure is considered a beauty ideal, the narrow waist is considered a sign of true femininity. And a figure I definitely want!
My future Ideal figure and goal.
Cute, feminine, sexy and cute. Chic, flirty, makes men hard just thinking about me! Little cute curves everywhere! Of course you have to have all the unique little feminine accessories to make you uniquely girly. Some permanent, some not! So here is how I am shaping up and my end ideal goal. I am shaping into and want a body just like this:
Hmmmm, I can not wait until i look exactly like this! Every mans little wet dream! Will keep you posted! lauren xx
I was thinking to myself the other night as i lay back and spread my very soft n cute girl legs (about to take yet another delicious cock inside me) wow i soooo love this.
I so love being a girl in every senerio. Especially when it means being super cute for you man and making his cock twitch. He wants you and that makes you feel good.
Getting all dressed up, super cute for my man.
The whole preperation of being a cute sissy ultimatley leads to penetration. Its a pure natural progression. Even if you definately never imagine it. Curiosity gets the better of you. After all, as your explore more and more of you feminine side, quite understanderbly you want to go further and further into the whole realm of being a woman.
Girls get penetrated and they genuinely love it. To complete the feeling of true femininity you have to experience this sensation, you need to feel what it may be like to experience everything as a girl.
It becomes adictive. Soon you are shaving extra smooth everday because the feeling of being fucked while totally silky smooth just feels mind shattering. You dress up more and more in super cute "take me to bed" outfits. Lingerie, cute dresses, stockings, you aquire every article that a proper little temptress should own.
Fantasys begin to take over, it begins slowly but you take it like a girl in every position, dress for sex and before you know, actually start to get turned on by cock. You enhance the senerio even more with expensive nail polish, pretty painted extensions on your hands. Sometimes I paint my fingernails with very cute patterns.
Perfume, strappy shoes, in my case super cute tattoos! It all goes to make that sensation of being the girl in the bedroom to new levels. All the while without you really knowing or understanding it, cock becomes addictive and pleasurable. It feels good inside you, it drives feelings you never knew could exist.
So i guess i am probably at this stage, not really sure how i got here, but its been a super fun journey. I guess it must be over 17 months since I have cum even remotley like a guy! Now its purely penetartion and now and again, slight rubbing of my clit. But everytime i cum it's always with a cock inside me, either real of fake. Do I miss being a guy? I can honestly say that i have never looked back.
It goes further and further towards complete woman hood! I am on a course of hormones now. I will not go into specifics but I do have medical supervision. I can not wait to feel and see the effects. It will take a few months but i will see changes slowly but surely.
I want gorgeous breasts, the classic hour glass shape, wide hips, narrow waist. Slender arms, slender legs. Take on a body to die for. Hmmm, guess i am dreaming a little bit. But i am getting closer to that dream.
I want to be kept by a man and satisfied by a man as i take care of his cock for him everyday. Always being as cute, girly and submissiive as can be.
I get sooo many super hot fantasies that fly through my head. When i have just had a super close shave all over i run my hands over my smooth body, admire my cute tattos in the mirror, turn around and do some super seductive roles n flash my cute tramp stamp. Gawwwd i feel so horney as i pull some super cute panties up slowly over my thighs and wiggle them into place.
My pussy aches and i just feel so submissive, girly and recpetive to everything that is super exciting about being a girl. Choosing my outfit for the day, planning to look utlra cute but sexy with an air of pure femininity. The feeling of girly smooth sexy clothes over my body, the way my tattoos peak above my gorgeous lingerie. Everything just blows my mind, i do not think there is ever any going back.
I talk about sex alot. i guess it is because since submitting to my feminine side totaly, i have realized how much i love sex as a girl. It fries my mind constantly when i am buckling, having mutiple orgasms while taking cock deeply inside. That orgasms just starts slowly deep inside and radiates out in quick sucession from your pussy. You know you are coming just like a girl when your toes cant help but curl and you have to cry out in sure bliss. Having my man control me while he fucks me deep and hard. Ok, getting quite hot!
Here are a few constant fantasies that run through my head of late, do any of you find this hot? Or has my mind just completely turned into mush?!!
The first ones are all about having a Master or submitting to men. I have a constant fantasy about a Master taking me hard doggie style. He makes me arch my back nicely as he pulls back on my long hair making me buck harder on this gorgeous cock. Just bouncing back and forth on his cock as he watches it go in and out. I take him right to the edge as i feel his cock twitch inside me. For the finish he withdraws and has me hold my pussy open in doggie style as he strokes him self to climax directly over it. He then cums hard all over my pussy and ass, i feel his hot cum spash all over and then feel the sensation of it running over my pussy and then down my legs on the inside thigh (sooo hot!). Gawwd this needs to happen, any Masters want the challenge?!!
Another favorite which gets me moist is the thought of Master totally owning me sexually. He makes sure we have hard hot sex at least morning and night but sometimes more if he was very horney! Each time at least morning and nite he would cum hard deep inside me. My reward for pleasuring his cock so well with in me. His hot cum deep inside me. Then feeling his cock inside me for a while longer, the hot sticky feeling as you slowly feel him soften and withdraw, hmmmm. He then makes you pull up your very cute sexy little panties, wiggle them into place and makes you let that cum slowly seep out during your day. His cum slowly leaking out of you all day. Then when it has nearly all seeped out into your very sticky sexy girl panties, he takes you again and fills you with another hot load of his fresh cum. This way you would have his cum seeping out of your very well used pussy all night long. The outcum of this, hehehe, is that you will always from now on, have his cum running out of your sweet little pussy, always and forever. A constant reminder that you are his little sex kitten, his fuck buddy and you love his hot sticky cum inside you.
How about being a little sissy bitch boy to a stunning teenage princess? Being owned by a bratty sexy little teen girl that now makes every decision for you. She now owns everthing including your sex life and your sexuality. She decides that from now on, your life will be like this: Chastity, thats it, it gets locked up, final. She has determined you will have no use for it. This i imagine includes no sex as a man, full stop and any contact with women sexually except for rare occasions with her and only in a very humiliating way. She has decided that you will only have any sexual relief while taking her didlo, pinned against the window for all the neighbours to see as she shows you who's the real boss. Completely pussy whipped in every sense by a cute sexy little princess who is superior to you in everyway. You know your life is hers as you cum hard when she fucks you, clenching her didlo as you scream her name. She smirks and taunts you about being her little ass fucked bitch boy. She makes sure you are kept nice and bow legged, its obvious to everyone you are a little sissy boy who takes it hard from your Mistress. She fucks other men and also makes you her little sex clean up boy. It dosent matter where he has cum, her pussy, her ass, her toes, her hair, you will always be cleaning it up with your tounge. French kissing the cum out of her ass sounds very humiliating. The only time you get to touch her sexually is when you are licking other mens cum off her body. There is always another mans cum between you and her body. this is how she has decided as her property your life will be like. Untill she come up with even more humiliating plans for you ;)
Will post some more soon! Soo many to share! lauren x
Hello everyone, it's has been a while i know! I havent posted in ages.
Being a very cute girly girl takes alot of time and energy, i love it and it sometimes totaly consumes me. I also have a very demanding career, the both together just exhaust me! However i could just never stop being a girl.... that is what i really should be.
What a cute outfit, i want it! I also need to have a body just like her!
So i have taken some time out latley. I have met some very cool people and just enjoyed being,,,,, a girl. Have submitted fast and deeply to my very cute n girly side recently. I just have to keep going that one step further to make me even more irreversably feminine, girl, sexy and very sweet. It can be almost addictive and very exciting experiencing everything as a girl should. I used to feel guilty about this but think i am finally accepting the reality of how i really feel and how it just makes me happy. Just the act of perfecting the look and becoming the cutie to make men instantly hard, it is such a major turn on to know i want to make Men hard for me. Cock is delicious thing, so are dildo's, multiple orgasms and being taken hard and deeply. Everything about being a girl is just completely amazing.
Experiencing sex as a girl is mind blowing. Everything! Masturbating, the soft and wet feeling, girl thoughts, penetration, submitting to cock and letting it take you far over the edge over and over again. What's not totaly amazing about it?!
Admit it! That is super hot! You would love to be in that position.
Being a sensual love goddess for you man- The art of being feminine:
Here are some super girly tips to re-inforce the super girly thoughts in your head and get what just blows your mind,, cock. Keep him wanting you, melt with the expectation, realization and humilation as you coax him for his cock and the delicious feeling you crave.
Turn your usual every-day walk into the walk of a SISSY SULTRY LOVE GODDESS - in order to exude maximum feminine sensuality. Your love goddess gait should be free, sensual and start from the hip - with a slight rocking going on under your completely relaxed buttocks!
Also, you can take a note from the catwalk models and walk with one foot directly in front of the other. Don't forget to keep your body straight, making your chest seem even more tempting ;-)
Apart from your sissy name give yourself a sexy nickname - something like; "pussy cat," "doll," "nymph," "Lolita," or "honeyed". Such a frivolous reference to yourself can also help transform you into a sexy girly mood - and will work on your man's imagination, only to intensify his feelings of desire for you.
Buy some new gorgeous, girly and SEXY UNDERWEAR - preferably something that's lacy, satiny and even made of silk. It's not even necessary for a girl to be in a relationship to wear such beautiful underwear, and just the idea of wearing it will put you in a wonderful feminine and seductive mood.
To look like a love goddess, let your hair grow!! Moreover, occasionally let your hair look like the hair of a sensual nymph, or a mermaid or a tantalizing forest fairy - with that wild, tousled and'JUST-GOT-OUT-OF-BED HAIR.' That will be the direction your man's active imagination will be heading anyway!
Go to bed AU-NATURALE. A girly girl going to bed with full makeup on her face is close to being absurd! During sleep and sex, the skin should rest. And, it's far more tantalizing for a man to look at a girl who looks fresh, vulnerable, girlish and 'defenseless' - with only a drop or two of transparent gloss on her lips (oh, and a light drop or two of beautiful perfume!) they are usually then later covered in cum.
A sexy sissy should be FEMININE (of course,) and uses her natural submissiveness, vulnerability and cuddliness to her advantage - but still be rather complex, extravagant, spontaneous and saucy ;-)
Being a girl means sensuality and sex appeal is also in the way you sparkle, and even if maybe your not classically beautiful, feminine CONFIDENCE always underlines a girls sex appeal. Moreover be comfortable in your own skin - and like Marilyn Monroe, yoy may feel the most comfortable naked.
A sexy girl seeks to give PLEASURE and loves to flirt! Moreover, your conversations with the men should sometimes peppered with the occasional allusion to sex, as well as frequent jokes - of the light and naughty kind.
A sexy girl knows that SHOES also transmit female sensuality, and likes to wear attractive high-heeled shoes in bright colors - such as mules, pumps and sling-backs - with an open or closed narrow toe. As for the length of the heel, 3-4 inch heels are considered to be the most sexy looking. A sexy girl also knows that bare-footedness is sexy too, and knows how to kick her shoes off - just like Ava gardner!
Some pictures as promised to follow! I had not forgot my cute school girl photo shoot!
i am on a journey towards complete femininity. Every thought and action from now will be as a girl, from the way i look and feel to the way i think. I want to explore my new female sexuality and have pledged to only cum as a girl from this day forward. Eventually i want to render my penis useless and cum only from penetration. I currently do not have a mistress but would love some direction and training. You can follow my journey with me x